If I'm ever gonna get stuff working for my Deviant Art page I've got to set myself a schedule for how often I should post if I don't have enough free time to post things up normally.

American Shinigami: Post a weekly chapter and a character picture atleast every other week, with character bio pictures following who is seen in chapters.

And secondly: New pictures relating to anything other than A.S. every week.

Also, theres some other ideas for fan fictions or stories that I may put on DA which will follow the A.S. schedule when/if I post them.


In Gaming news... I recently reached Lv. 100 on standard, Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days. And now have begun replaying KHII to see what connections I can make, but after finishing 358 I also realized that Roxas had the 'awakening dream' on day 3 because of Sora's recovery process and Roxas's own memory recovery process... but then it hit me, Roxas had the awakening sequence because of Sora, but was it as simple as the keyblade's power awakening in Sora that made him have the awakening dream? I do enjoy discussing Kingdom Hearts theories, so if anyone wants to contemplate the vast KH world with me, just post a message on my page or reply to this.

In personal news... I've been more depressed than normal lately... I noticed a friends journal a few weeks back and felt like a poor friend because I didn't realize how they were really feeling. Also I've been looking forward to this party my friend had a day ago, but now that its over and past, I'm feeling kinda depressed about going... It was a somewhat big party with around ten people there. I knew all the other people personally, except one. We ended up sitting around for a couple hours playing Naruto Ultimate Ninja Storm, which I thought I'd like. I was using my signature character Kisame which I rule as in Ultimate Ninja 3, but now with the 3D fighting area and single jutsu allowed (considering the jutsu I used in 3 are gone!) I rather sucked... horribly. I was the worst person at super moves because I'm not good at the combo or mashing thing, so other than the one battle where my friend used his worst character Sakura, I lost every fight... and at this point I don't remember If I won that last one, or not. Then we played Brawl for the rest of the time, which I'm not good at either, but I'm happy I made third most of the time when I was by myself.
Now I don't want to sound like a sore loser, that's not the point... Its just that sometimes, it just feels like even with my friends. I don't fit in. I'm not as good at these popular games as them. Hell, I was loosing at Naruto to people who were practically noobs at it. The brawl thing didn't bother me as much, but thats just because I already knew I sucked at it...

well If anyones still reading this far I'm surprised... its kinda sad that you would... I am the type to ramble so... I'll go work on some picture for now. bye.